I'm four months now

Brecke turned four months old last week, she is:

13 pounds 12 ounces and 24 inches long
she's in the 54% i believe for weight and 43% for height.

Fun things Brecke does now:

Brecke loves to be played with.....she loves being munched on and will giggle for hours. She still loves her hands and always has them in her mouth. And when she does have her binky in she grabs a hold of it and just chews on it and looks at it like it's the most interesting thing she has ever seen. She totally focus's on everything and tracks anything and everyone that is in her sight. We can be across the room and we will call her name and she'll start looking frantically for us. She can also hear Dixie from a mile away. She loves Dixie but still doesn't loves when Dixie licks her or sneezes in her face. she likes playing on her tummy more now and loves her bumbo. I must say she's starting to get a little harder to handle....I don't know if its cause shes spoiled or because it's a phase, but I hope it passe's soon. a funny thing that she likes now that they usually like when their little and not so much when their older is to be swaddled. lately she will only sleep good if she is swaddled.

Just some fun pic's

Is this not so funny....Dixie just wants to play too!!! She hates that Brecke gets all the fun toys and attention.

This was just so cute to me. We went to Brecke's four month well child check, and her cute dad was there to support her. Kyle just loves her to death. He always wants to be holding her and playing with her.

And this is just her cute smile getting ready for bed, gotta love her cute PJ'S from grandma Boyer

One week down many more to come!

So I made it through my first week back at work...it wasn't as bad as I thought. It's not fun for sure to leave that precious bundle in the morning when she's just smiling in her crib ready to be loved on and fed. She did so well with Carrie, there was only one day that she insisted on staying awake to play and then of course was fussy. She just can't get enough of the Jensens!!! Here she is coming to visit me at work, to get her lunch:) Carrie was so sweet to bring her into me everyday to feed at lunch,what a blessing, I just can't say it enough.

Cereal Time!!!

We started Brecke on rice cereal last week!!! she loved every minute of it....anything to do with food she loves or I should say anything that she can put in her mouth.

These are just fun pictures after....I just love to kiss her feet, her toes just curl up and spread when I'm done. got to love the BUG eyes in the back ground!
This is her prime of BUG eye's, when she see's the camera she gets all serious and starts BUGGIN out!

The end of one of her laughs, I have to hide the camera so she can see me before she'll smile

My cute neices and nephews

Over the holidays we got the grand kids together to get a cute picture for NANA. I just love my little ones, their all getting so big and I can't believe my mom has five grand kids.

My niece wanted to surprise her mom with pictures of her and they turned out so cute....look how beautiful she is, once my precious little baby girl and now I think I can't call her little anymore, she looks like a teenager.....mind you she's only in sixth grade! Her and Brecke are a lot alike in some ways I love it.

Why does life have to be so hard sometimes

So here I sit at work for the second day and I decide to read up on some blogs real quick while I'm milking the cow.... (that's me) and I come across the saddest post ever from Shally Sorensen about her babies growing up so fast, and there it goes...I instantly want to start crying. I feel like have had such a good attitude about work and have been doing the whole mind of matter thing. But No, not anymore it all went right out the window after reading that post. I just keep thinking of all the fun times my sweet Carrie gets with Brecke and not ME:( I'm mean why does life have to be so hard sometimes. Why does it have to hurt so bad inside when your not with your precious little one. Well it's a good thing that she'll be here soon to visit her mom, what would I ever do if I didn't have Carrie. I know what I would do, I would quit immediately and tell Kyle I won't ask for one more thing the rest of my life just so I can be with her. But instead I have the most amazing blessing of having someone who I trust since I can't have either parents here to spoil her, and Brecke gets three grandma's!!!! OK back to work I go!!!!!!